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Just ranting, don't mind me.

Mon Jul 20, 2009, 9:20 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Highway to Hell - ACDC
  • Playing: RO
Before I begin I'd like to apologize if I cuss or say stupid things. If you read this, thank you for taking the time to do so, but if you'd rather not, then please don't bother yourself.

I'm just so tired of the way things have been going. I'm tired of people who claim they are my friends throwing me under the bus when they don't have a use for me any more. I do my best to be a good friend. I try not to bring too much attention to myself when I'm upset. But..I'm tired of having to be strong. I'm tired of just sucking it up and faking a smile when around my family or friends. It's so lonely and it hurts.

I just dunno...I'm lonely...life isn't going well...I'm stuck in a routine...but I can't get out and do anything different. Even the day trips I take with my parents are almost always exactly the same.

I just dunno what to do anymore. I can't go to a friend's house...being homeschooled isn't as wonderful as it's made out to be...it's lonely as fuck...I know I have to accept the fact that..life isn't going the way I want it to, and that it'll be a long time before I can get out and meet my friends outside of the internet...but that doesn't mean I have to like it...

I'm sorry...I know I'm being immature right now...I just...I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of being used. I'm tired of acting strong. Tired of being alone.

I love you guys. I hope none of this is offending to you. I just...wish I could see you in real life you know...? I'm sorry, I've just been holding this in for a long time...I dunno where to go...or how to get rid of this stress and frustration..

Thanks for reading, sorry to bother you.

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  • Current Residence: Pennsylvania, USA
  • Interests: Mah buddies, photography, drawing, anime, video games, music
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:iconwhitewolfangel:
I really badly need to talk to you but the note page would not load for me.

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:iconannamay-nutt:
Sorry I wasn't here the other day Cassy ><; And I'm sorry I haven't been around. Um, I just downloaded AIM, if you want to talk my screenname is Annaz0r (*dork*), or I can try to get on DOMO or RO or anywhere else that would be good for you. >< Send me an e-mail at FMAlchemistlover@hotmail.com if you need to. *hugs tight* I hope you're okay, I'll talk to you as soon as we both are able to talk. >< <333 I loves you so much.

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Thanks for the fav. :3
:iconlolaneko:
Happy Birthday!!!
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:iconannamay-nutt:
Thanks a lot :3 <3

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:iconrainb0wdelight:
Happy Birthday! :heart:
Michi said to do it. :XD:


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:iconannamay-nutt:
xD Thanks a lot, I appreciate it, sorry for being so late to reply, lol. <3 ^^

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You're welcome. xD!
It's quite alright. :3


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nice gallery :heart: ..visit mine :)

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The Last Dragons. You helped make my DD day very memorable and it truly is very appreciated! :cuddle:
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